Let us fall backLet us fall back.Into the places we used to beinto a time where sleep came peacefullyinto a time where their was no dramaand their was no lies between uswe walked hand in handdown this old roadwhere no one knowsjust where it goesLet us fall back.To a time where it was to hard to look Where we blushed when we spokethis love was so hard to controlYet it was so easy to trustSo easy to be togetherso easy to be in loveLet us fall back.Before this warbefore the fight that divided usbefore the lies and the dramabefore we where separatedbefore this long awaited dividebefore the hurtLet us fall back.Just oncejust for a momentjust to rememberhow it feltwhen we where togetherin lovefor what should have been...forever.Let us fall back.
the dreamConsumed by insanityhearing nothing but profanitycrying alone at nightsearching for a lightTrying to find the answerfeels like dieing of canceryet I am wronglife still goes onreceiving gifts i shouldn'ttried to deny them but couldn'tto leave them in this placewould be such a disgraceso someone take my handand lead me to another landone without sin or sorrowand would last longer then tomorrowfilled with people and happy facesthat know sweater graceswhere you don't have to lieto feel like you can flya place like that would be a stealif only suck a place was realso for now i dreamof this place unseen
BlindCan you no see the lies,Right in front of your eyes?Becoming a mold,Of what you are told.Losing yourself and more,you are going to hit the floor.This is a thought I cant push out,Just like the urge to shout!If you fall I will help you survive,Even if you think I am just a lie.I do not want anything to hurt you,you may not believe it but thats true.
HurtWe've fallen apartI've got a broken heartwhy cant we go back to the startbefore this long awaited departthen you hurt me and i hurt youthe way i never wanted towe used to be close we used to be friendsbut all the changed with its endwe had some fun on this great runbut it has to be gone it has to be donethen you hurt me and i hurt youthe way i never wanted toSo i would cry, beg, and pleain hopes that you would forgive meI was wrong to believe in thata false hope and thats a factthen you hurt me and i hurt youthe way i never wanted toZandra (c) November 21, 2009
why do you notWhy do you not answer my call,Or try to catch me as I fall?Why do you not call my name when I am near,And make it seem as if you want me to disapear?Why do you not look me in the eyes,And try to put on a vage disguse?Why do you never come near,Though you call me your dear?Was it something I did that wont let you be glad,Or was it something I said that made you so mad?Or did the whole thing fall through,because of something I failed to do?Is there something I can try,So we can see eye to eye?Please do not leave me here.With everything so very unclear.
Star Lit WaitTo wait and watch stars go by,For a time I can be with thy,You're the one that is in my heart,Though we may be far apart,Your face looms within my dreams,A light of comfort with shallow beams,Then awakening in an unwanted place,Unable to see your beautiful face,Incapable of being in your grace,Unable to feel your sweet embrace,Spending the days replaying preoucious memories,Try to find a cure with love sick remidies,Paitince is the key,By why does that have to be,Its hard to be away,Harder to awaken each day,But you are worth it,Even if you wont admit.-Zandra Owens (c)June 25, 2009